Gasping For Heir
I wish my father
had lived to see
the man I have
grown to be.
That I might have
allayed any doubts
on how I'd turn out
before he accepted
the grave.
For if his spirit
can see this plane
he'd bear no shame
from me
save my one
disappointment:
That I didn't
water my seed
with the teachings
imparted to me
through his example.
And though we
have since
made amends
and he has
forgiven my sin,
we shall never be
as life intended.
For this I accept
my life sentence
of never being
called "Pops"
by the fruit
having roots
in mine's tree,
the way mine was
accustomed to
from me...
-HymnAgen
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Eternal Quest
Eternal Quest
Am I forced to retire
when this body expires?
Caused to abandon
my ponderings?
Unable to continue
the wanderings
of my imagination?
Unwilling to relinquish
the squandering of my time,
will I be allowed to fight
for the right to muse?
To grapple with
the “whys” of my moods,
of my purpose,
of my existence?
Can I continue
to be insistent
about what I think
I know is true,
what I believe in
without having proof
nor confirmation?
Firmly clenched
in consternation,
will my brainwaves
continue to race,
even accelerate
as my respiratory rate
and pulse pace
grind to a halt?
As my body yields
to time’s assault,
will I find fault
or perfection
in my reflections
on my embodiment’s
temporal nature,
be reabsorbed
by a Creator
or dissipate
into the vastness
of the universe?
Am I consciousness
or was I human first?
Where do I look
to find answers?
- HymnAgen
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